change.

Change is so bittersweet. Going through changes means leaving old things behind, whether good or bad, and starting over fresh. My life has been full of changes - moving, new friends, my parents' divorce, and the list goes on. Some of these changes, while I didn't realize at first, were good for me. They gave me a chance to move on from the old things in my past and let me start over with something completely different. Other changes, were harder to handle.

Recently, I've been facing a lot of changes. I'm a month away from my first year at college, the first time I will be away from my family. And it terrifies me. Not only that, but we just recently moved (for the tenth time), and that has turned out to be quite an experience for me.

Honestly, I've grown tired of change. Yes, I'll admit that some change is good, but now I'm losing sight of what little consistency I have left in my life, and that scares me more than anything.