Sometimes a good nap and good cry are the best medicine.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
weary.
"The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak."
- Isaiah 40:28-29
Monday, October 11, 2010
confused.
Oh, and one more thing (since it has been weighing so heavily on my mind lately), why is it so hard just to tell someone exactly how you feel about them? This is one of the hardest things for me to do and I have no idea why.
That is all.
i'm painting it homesick because all that i love is behind me.
So, it's been way too long since I've last updated this. But seeing as my mind is reeling at the moment and there's no way I'm getting to sleep any time soon (as much as I want to), I thought I'd give it a go. It's odd just how therapeutic blogging can be. I doubt anybody even looks at this anymore (or if they did in the first place), but it's nice to just get out everything that's been on my mind. Just for myself.
For starters, I pretty much hate school. I'm losing all inspiration and drive for art. I know that's what I want to do with my life but I'm having a much harder time than I anticipated. Apparently that's just how it goes in art school. But I don't want to spend my next four years completely unhappy. It just isn't worth it. I don't know what to do at this point. I've been looking at transferring, but something inside of me is telling me that's not going to make things any better. It's not even that I hate VCU, it's just I don't feel that's where I was meant to go. Which is, if you have been reading my blog, the complete opposite of what I said earlier. Confusion at its best.
Unfortunately, I was going to post more, but my mind and my state of being are keeping me from doing so. Hopefully I will find the time in my busy schedule to update this more often. But we'll see...
Sunday, October 10, 2010
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